You took my breath
and left it behind
with that scary voice
inside my mind
as death was visiting
for an unknown time
I tried to escape
this rapid decline
the stench of fear
of in-human kind
clung to my body
and now fragile mind
once freedom fled
all I could see
was a distant mirage
with an image of me
Breath, you slipped away from me
Light, you found a way to scare me
Sight, you placed death before me
Dark, you called to me
Fear, you found me
Freedom, you left me to PANIC
4-12-02
Self Pity~
drowning slowly
over the years
each word you speak
you gasp for air
nobody sees
and nobody hears
breath a long sigh
taste another tear~
2-02
end
I, no longer feel love
since my heart died
inside of you
You, took all my love
killing the light
when you left me
Me, without any love
feels so empty
now that you're gone
Gone, into in the dark
with my heart--dead
inside of you
-end
a view within and out
lost to me lost to you this lost boy stands in plain view eyes of wonder look to me how he grasps the world we see daddy's gone mommy is too daddy went to heaven mommy went to her room